Lord, forgive my poor soul.
on Jesus’ birthday
There is no Jesus as the main character, but this poor soul who went out into the world yesterday to celebrate Christmas, ate, drank, smoked, slept with my boyfriend, and returned late this evening.
please forgive me. I can’t do it alone.
Although I have been committing the same sin every weekend for four years and carrying the burden every week, I do not consider it a sin and do not even pray for repentance.
Please forgive me for going out and sleeping with my boyfriend every weekend after church service.
And please break up with my current boyfriend as soon as possible. And on Sundays, let me worship, serve, and volunteer in small groups without being caught up in worldly pleasures.
Lord, help me meet a new boyfriend with whom I can believe in God and live a life of faith together.
Another day passes like this today.
I pray earnestly in Jesus name, Amen