Please pray for my daughter. She has been the subject of my ex-husband’s and my custody litigation for the past 8 years and now she is 17 years old. I found out that he has been socially transitioning her and tried to change her name without telling me, forging my signature. Fortunately, the court rejected the application, noticing the issues with the paperwork. My daughter wants to change her name and seek so-called medical interventions and more. She has turned away from God and although I have “won” therapy appointments with her in court, this therapy called “reunification therapy” can often do more damage than good and so I am unsure about which direction to take. I am on this prayer site because I am struggling too but so, so worried about my daughter. Sometimes, I want to end it all too and to go to he** myself because if my formerly Christ-loving daughter now professes atheism, then I don’t want to go to heaven either. I know that sounds terrible but I feel like I deserve to go to he** too. That verse about the millstone around the neck verse haunts me. It’s almost as though my daughter and I are on parallel journeys and I want to fight for her and not give up.