A friend of mine told me she wasn’t going to have this party and then she did. I know that sounds silly, but to not be invited and included was heartbreaking to me. There’s another girl that’s always mean to me, and she probably told our mutual friend not to invite me. She purposely excludes me because she knows I want to be invited, and that annoys her. I keep trying to be like Christ. I keep praying for the ability to have compassion and forgive her, but it’s being so hard not to hate her and feel like she’s ruining my life. I haven’t answered back when she’s been mean to me, and I try to return her hatred with kindness, but I’m finding it increasingly difficult not to feel so angry with her, hurt by her and hatred towards her, but I want to be like Christ and develop His attributes.