Hi guys. So many of you probably remember my prayer requests from boys. So me and the guy who came into my life while I was getting mistreated by my other ex well now he left. And I feel a big hole in my heart. In other words it feels like my soul is being eaten out of my body. It’s not just him that is making me cry. It’s the many people telling me to change how soft and gentle I am because I hear it from everybody that that is the reason I keep getting hurt. And it’s true. I keep getting hurt because of how forgiving I am. For how soft I am. People see me as weak. I see it as a gift. I’m very sensitive and I would consider myself fragile. But I see the world differently. I know how brutal and chaotic it is. But there’s also beauty that I think people forget. And as unfortunate as I may sound I’ll never change who I am. Even if that means getting hurt 24/7. But please. I just ask to heal my heart. I just harmed myself because of how sad I am and I think I need true help. I need true prayer and our Lord. I’ve been trying to get closer but I stumbled so hard. Now I’m just going by Gods steps. Thank you all