Prayers for me choosing to rid certain people out of my life that causes me emotional stress. In front of people they are nice but alone they say the most awful things. I try to forgive my family for when my husband and I where going through issues. I had a point when husband and I separated the drug issue was bad I was left alot of times with no money and wouldn’t know until I went to buy lunch or pay for parking. Husband and I when separated my family was dealing with sisters issues and could deal with mine she had all stuff over my mom’s and aunts and there was no room for me and was told to go to my Granny my Granny said no I went to husband’s family and they said no. I had to turn to the school and state to help and they all got mad. My sister is the only one that matters I don’t know why I keep trying to have relationship with any of them. Lord I would just love to be with husband we keep moving foward I get this school stuff figured out and get back to baking during the farmersmarket season be able to donate some baked goods to local places. Let your will be done. Alot of my mood swing issues would go away if I stay away from these people.