I’ve been denying my true feelings for most of my life. Using the phone as an escape, I’m 14 and in the 9th grade and haven’t made decisions that where good for me. I want to be better but I can’t help but feel lost and empty. Knowing that I’ve done many wrongs and it feels like everyone is talking about them. But I’m being more faithful in myself and getting to know God more even though it may not feel like it im going to keep trying until I see that light that I feel is right not what other people think. I’m learning that God gives us choices and that I’m learning so much but the devil is holding me back. In conclusion I’m just asking for prayers in my journey to a better life even if others around may not want me around.