.I need physical healing surgery in Feb and another procedure last Fri I’m In Excruciating pain can’t think straight not eating barely walk no family friends local to help me I’m begging crying out to God believing for healing and it just keeps getting worse. I’ve been out of work for 2 months I need to get better to get to work. There’s no one but God who can help me and I don’t know why he won’t I’m helpless without him.